Oh me, oh my

I have no honest ambition to become a nutritionist, own a restaurant or do anything in the professional world but I tell everyone that because now a days it’s almost taboo for a woman to want to be a housewife. Well no, let me be concise, it’s not that my lifes goal is to be a housewife, it’s just that I don’t want to have it both ways. I don’t particurlally have any interests in owning a business but I will because I know it’ll better me and my future, but if I ever do settle down I don’t want to be a part time wife and mom, I’d love to do that full time. I’d love to be the mom that takes my kids to practice, and sleepovers then make sure my husband has dinner by the time he gets home. I’d love to be associated with that safe haven that a nice home is. I want to be an amazing wife, and an even better mother and I just don’t feel as if I could do that while trying to balance a career because family always gets put on the backburner. I think that why sometimes I say I never want kids and I’m not getting married, and others I say I do want kids and a husband. Maybe I can have both at different times, maybe I’ll just have to choose.

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